An Open Letter To My Big

To the Hottest Big in the Game:

To the Hottest Big in the Game:

To the Hottest Big in the Game:

To the Hottest Big in the Game:

To the Hottest Big in the Game:

To the Hottest Big in the Game:

To the Hottest Big in the Game:

Biggie biggie biggie, can’t you see? Sometimes your words just hypnotize me;) Anyways, now that school is over and 735 miles away from me, I thought you deserved a LITTLE letter.

Right before deciding who I wanted in a big, I made a list of things I wanted in a big: I imagined someone who I can look up to and who would always be my side. I wanted someone who would understand me and all my craziness. I wanted someone who isn’t scared to yell at me and tell me I’m dumb as shit for doing something idiotic, someone to tell me how it is in a heartbeat. I wanted someone who would still love me even after my idiotic decisions I decided to do even when told otherwise. Someone who could protect me from the creepy frat boys. Guess what? You were basically everything I ever wanted in a big.

Big/little week was definitely confusing. I was so convinced you were my big, but then you left me all these notes to the point that I was convinced I got paired with a random! You did a terrible thing though, you lied to me… there was no twin! I was your one and only little. I got to be the only one you got to spoil and the only one you put all your love towards. P.S. thanks for that easy mac 😉 During reveal, I ran like crazy trying to find the other piece of my puzzle piece. As so as I saw you holding it up in the air, my eyes got watery and all I remember was thinking “Oh my gosh,I got her! I ACTUALLY GOT HER!” I was so happy to find out you were my big and not to mention that I was in the biggest family in our sorority! Don’t worry, I’ll make sure to keep our lineage up to our family’s standards.

As you know, I wanted to go home so bad during the first semester, like really bad. What you didn’t know was how many days I spent crying just because I just didn’t want to be here. I would literally lay there in bed pouring my eyes out. I didn’t feel comfortable at school, nor did I feel welcomed in Sigma Kappa. Talking to you and the fam helped me a lot though. You tried so hard to get me to make friends, especially with your favorite frat Delta Chi, and I can’t thank you enough for putting so much effort into trying to convince me to stay. It really made me feel loved and made me realize how much it would affect someone if I left. When I think of home, I don’t even think of California anymore, I think of Arizona and more specifically I think of you. I could never thank you enough for making me feel so at home and just making me adventure out of my comfort zone.

You are literally the best thing that has happened to me. You’re me, but older. We hate people, suck with boys, and love to eat and get drunk. You’re the best big in the entire universe and because of you, I know exactly how I want to treat my future little. Thanks for everything, I love you more than words could describe.

With Love,
Your Little

my big

SororityLyfe

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